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World of Grief

by I Hate Sex

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khonsu00
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khonsu00 The heartbreaking sequel that the heartbroken deserve.
MZTN
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MZTN 『World of Grief』は2017年の作品だけれど2020年の今に通じる流れの源流にいたバンドなのかもしれない。確実に流れに変化が見えているとはいえ「Female Fronted」なんて言葉が未だに大きな意味をもってしまうのがここ日本でのシーン、カナダのほうではどういう状況なのか肌感ではわからないけれどI Hate Sexはその名のとおりジェンダー的なテーマを背負いつつ、意図してかどうかわからないが音が重低音化していくマッチョ(男くさい)Screamoと距離を置いたことでその立ち位置を明確した。叫び声の迫力もなく、演奏の音は細い。それでも鋭さと儚さのある音色でシンプルな楽曲を美しく組み立てている。もはや1990年代や00年代的な呪縛から解き放たれているがバンドに注目が集まっている最中に解散している。2020年代でも「Female Fronted」なパンクバンドのプレイリストが作られていても、力強い音で叩きつけるようなハードコアではなく、喪失の痛みと生きることの虚無感を表現するI Hate Sexの弱さ、存在感は際立ってる。 Favorite track: Worry.
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akemi 🧃🧃🧃 il n'y a pas de rapport sexuel Favorite track: Voodoo Dolls of Old Friends.
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1.
i have no catholic memories except for the snake in the garden and blood smeared on the door frame i have yet to eat from my plate we unwrapped two tall legs on our wedding day, and you haven’t looked back since your brown eyes are sinking me like thick mud as you stare through the hole in my head it happened when you left i’ll leave the light on in case you come home i have no memories of peace, love, or forgiveness i spend my time in darkness, banging my head against the wall
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Dial Tone 01:58
clenched jaw from grinding, its still too tough to swallow there’s desperation in my voice when i ask “what’s new?” you expect a different outcome in all things, and i’ve realized we’re both still seeking nothing do you think that you handled that well? i’ve been banging on every door asking to be let out. i’m finding no solace in our conversations, yet we spoke until we were quiet. if you love me please respond … skip a rock in a pond and it sinks you expect a different outcome in all things well, they don’t show you that in the movies what’s new? i let you consume me
3.
i’m counting all my small victories, and i'm calling them yours ribbons hung from the hook where we drank champagne, now it’s hanging from the passenger door where we met at lover’s lane the town wakes every day to stab the stake deeper into my vampire heart you rang me out, and you hanged me to dry i can’t see my face in the mirror, so i wrote your name in the steam it’s getting dark faster these days, but we keep on driving the last i heard was your laughter, and it’s holding back the water i’m counting all my small victories and calling them yours. i’m counting all my small victories, and i’m calling them yours.
4.
he waved but i swear he was sitting dead in his truck, and i’m smoking what’s left of this pipe-dream i’m envious of everyone with a front seat today i wish you saw me i just wish you fucking saw me one for sorrow two for joy three for love four if i die five for heaven six for hell seven for reminiscing on the love my heart is missing
5.
The Flood 02:15
hell is other people
6.
i thought i’d be full after devouring your affliction but the empty ache in my stomach still exists, and it feels the same as when you did i wish i grew green off your pain, instead of every time i checked in; but the card blinks red, and i haven’t left my head there’s no more gain when you cut me down i’ll stain your name into the ground i wish i was the light to guide you home; but instead i’m just the fly on your wall, looking for the meaning of what you hold close and what you decided to let go i'll cut myself and you’ll bleed out mourning our death though we smile every week but hiss through our teeth shine and shine but nothing removes the tarnish we are spoiled rotten. we were spoiled, rotten. turning in this grave for two, forgotten there’s no more gain when you cut me down i’ll stain your name into the ground. i wish i was the light to guide you home; but instead i’m just the fly on your wall, looking for the meaning of what you hold close and what you decided to let go i’ll cut myself and you’ll bleed out
7.
Worry 01:43
i’ll wait until you get home to pull my head from the oven, most days we wear such heavy boots, we melt straight from the ceiling but every day you scoop me up and mold me into something new please don’t go, i’ll eat you up, i love you so you sprout from my throat, past my lips. i miss you whenever you’re not between my fingertips. please don’t go, i’ll eat you up, i love you so
8.
Mean Pills 00:57
i melt like the witch when i see your crucifix and i want to do everything evil cross my heart hope to die stick a needle in my eye only death is real, and i want to do everything evil!
9.
weird dream: saw you in hell conscious stream: did i die? am i lucky? weird dream: you stared straight through me, never blinking conscious stream: can you see me? am i hidden? weird dream: hit my head, blood everywhere. conscious stream: do we still share the same enemies? i'm always thinking weird dream: woke up buried in your curls, still half asleep conscious stream: am i really awake? will you keep me? count my fingers, pinch my skin repeat until my intention is set i think i see another life, i think i’m in another life weird dream! conscious stream!
10.
No Exit 02:36
each grain of sand makes the loudest thud i’m losing you faster than i thought i would you’re ice that’s melted into what i can’t hold you’re the change in my pocket, keeping me weighted, but lately you’re bringing me down i was the right size to fill a void in your life; you’re the casket door closing on mine i swear, i’ll have the coins for charon this time it’s emptying to watch your dreams be poured into another cup i haven’t had a safe mind in a while, you smashed my limbs together and i found out that was the easiest way to suicide. when i ask you to take me back to the water, please hold me under.

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World of Grief tackles themes of loss, self-depreciation in self-discovery, the black pit that is consciousness, and of course, love.

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you can buy physical copies from:
Dog Knights Productions (UK) & Day Crush Recordings (US)

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released April 20, 2017

All songs written by I Hate Sex
Nicole Boychuk - Vocals
Ashton Burns - Guitar & Piano
Matt Wayne - Bass
Byron Mayer - Drums

Alex Terakita - Album Cover
Tim Richard - Back of LP, Record Slip & Tape Design
Michelle Belec - Extra Vocals on Mean Pills
Recording, Mixing & Mastering - Doug Organ of Edmontone Studios

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I Hate Sex Edmonton, Alberta

four piece screamo band from edmonton, ab canada existing 2015 - 2018

with multiple line up changes over the years, i hate sex was
vocals: nicole boychuk (2015-)
guitar: ashton burns (2015-17), will gregson (2018)
bass: jibr*l (2015-16), matt wayne (2016-18) shoji blunderfield (2018 final shows)
drums: curtis burton (2015), byron mayer (2015-18)
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