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Months & Months
02:53
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i have no catholic memories
except for the snake in the garden and blood smeared on the door frame
i have yet to eat from my plate
we unwrapped two tall legs on our wedding day,
and you haven’t looked back since
your brown eyes are sinking me like thick mud
as you stare through the hole in my head
it happened when you left
i’ll leave the light on in case you come home
i have no memories of peace, love, or forgiveness
i spend my time in darkness, banging my head against the wall
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Dial Tone
01:58
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clenched jaw from grinding, its still too tough to swallow
there’s desperation in my voice when i ask
“what’s new?”
you expect a different outcome in all things, and i’ve realized we’re both still seeking nothing
do you think that you handled that well?
i’ve been banging on every door asking to be let out.
i’m finding no solace in our conversations, yet we spoke until we were quiet.
if you love me please respond
…
skip a rock in a pond and it sinks
you expect a different outcome in all things
well, they don’t show you that in the movies
what’s new? i let you consume me
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And Yet It Moves
02:36
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i’m counting all my small victories, and i'm calling them yours
ribbons hung from the hook where we drank champagne,
now it’s hanging from the passenger door where we met at lover’s lane
the town wakes every day to stab the stake deeper into my vampire heart
you rang me out, and you hanged me to dry
i can’t see my face in the mirror, so i wrote your name in the steam
it’s getting dark faster these days, but we keep on driving
the last i heard was your laughter, and it’s holding back the water
i’m counting all my small victories and calling them yours.
i’m counting all my small victories, and i’m calling them
yours.
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A Certain Kind of Luck
03:04
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he waved but i swear he was sitting dead in his truck, and i’m smoking what’s left of this pipe-dream
i’m envious of everyone with a front seat
today i wish you saw me
i just wish you fucking saw me
one for sorrow
two for joy
three for love
four if i die
five for heaven
six for hell
seven for reminiscing on the love my heart is missing
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5. |
The Flood
02:15
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hell
is
other
people
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i thought i’d be full after devouring your affliction but the empty ache in my stomach still exists, and it feels the same as when you did
i wish i grew green off your pain, instead of every time i checked in;
but the card blinks red, and i haven’t left my head
there’s no more gain
when you cut me down i’ll stain your name into the ground
i wish i was the light to guide you home; but instead i’m just the fly on your wall, looking for the meaning of what you hold close and what you decided to let go
i'll cut myself and you’ll bleed out
mourning our death though we smile every week but hiss through our teeth
shine and shine but nothing removes the tarnish
we are spoiled rotten. we were spoiled, rotten.
turning in this grave for two, forgotten
there’s no more gain
when you cut me down i’ll stain your name into the ground.
i wish i was the light to guide you home; but instead i’m just the fly on your wall, looking for the meaning of what you hold close and what you decided to let go
i’ll cut myself and you’ll bleed out
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Worry
01:43
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i’ll wait until you get home to pull my head from the oven,
most days we wear such heavy boots, we melt straight from the ceiling
but every day you scoop me up and mold me into something new
please don’t go, i’ll eat you up, i love you so
you sprout from my throat, past my lips. i miss you whenever you’re not between my fingertips.
please don’t go, i’ll eat you up, i love you so
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Mean Pills
00:57
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i melt like the witch when i see your crucifix
and i want to do everything evil
cross my heart hope to die
stick a needle in my eye
only death is real, and i want to do everything evil!
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weird dream: saw you in hell
conscious stream: did i die? am i lucky?
weird dream: you stared straight through me, never blinking
conscious stream: can you see me? am i hidden?
weird dream: hit my head, blood everywhere.
conscious stream: do we still share the same enemies? i'm always thinking
weird dream: woke up buried in your curls, still half asleep
conscious stream: am i really awake? will you keep me?
count my fingers, pinch my skin
repeat until my intention is set
i think i see another life,
i think i’m in another life
weird dream! conscious stream!
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No Exit
02:36
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each grain of sand makes the loudest thud
i’m losing you faster than i thought i would
you’re ice that’s melted into what i can’t hold
you’re the change in my pocket, keeping me weighted, but lately you’re bringing me down
i was the right size to fill a void in your life; you’re the casket door closing on mine
i swear, i’ll have the coins for charon this time
it’s emptying to watch your dreams be poured into another cup
i haven’t had a safe mind in a while, you smashed my limbs together and i found out that was the easiest way to suicide.
when i ask you to take me back to the water, please hold me under.
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I Hate Sex Edmonton, Alberta
four piece screamo band from edmonton, ab canada existing 2015 - 2018
with multiple
line up changes over the years, i hate sex was
vocals: nicole boychuk (2015-)
guitar: ashton burns (2015-17), will gregson (2018)
bass: jibr*l (2015-16), matt wayne (2016-18) shoji blunderfield (2018 final shows)
drums: curtis burton (2015), byron mayer (2015-18)
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